#he has no purpose in life anymore
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trashogram · 9 months ago
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hi hi! I love your angst with Lucifer so I just wanted to share something that's crossed my mind.
imagine lucifer depressed about the wife (either Lilith or reader) and with his ability to shape shift he sits in front of a mirror and transforms himself into her. this is a man who would have memorized every wrinkle, freckle, mole and everything that was her. He just fondles every curve and caresses her face gently with his fingers and over her hair wishing it was truly her.
or! additional angst, have a duplicate as the transformed wife and kissing her skin and pretending it's her and he's not essentially masturbating.
idk
OOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHH
I like this very much 😈 so much angst and depression, and also kinda fucked up. Thank you for sharing your ideas!
I like to think that a lot of what Lucifer creates isn’t perfect. So I imagine he can create a clone of his wife or replicate her reflection but there’s always something obviously flawed there that he can’t ignore. It’s maddening, but it also keeps this man from pulling a Narcissus and staring at his own reflection for all time.
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khattikeri · 7 months ago
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honestly postcanon i need shen qingqiu to tell yue qingyuan his sincere opinion, that he really likes and respects zhangmen-shixiong as a person and always thought he was cool. because i think it'd completely break yue qi's brain
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tev-the-random · 3 months ago
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"Aw man, what are they gonna do with Shadow now that he got his closure with Maria's wish and everything? What sort of story can he possibly have after that?"
*points frantically at Sonic 06*
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ratcandy · 6 months ago
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i wish everyone who purposefully misgenders nonbinary characters goes to hell no matter what
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everyryuujisuguro · 4 months ago
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not-a-matopoeia · 1 year ago
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I think we should let men have a silly little breakdown every once in a while as a treat
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asfdhgsdkjhgb · 3 days ago
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guys i need to be dancing at a house party tipsy with someone im attracted to so bad btw. ive never been to a house party in real life (though id quite like to at least once) but i really have been desperately needing that specific (probably awful for me) sensory and social environment so bad lately
#just me rambling again#i keep looking through ao3 to try to find smth with the exact vibe im looking for but cant :(( might have to grab hold of some old or some#half made ocs and write it myself idk. or just like. find a way to experience it irl#oh btw ! tmrw night slumber party w one of my friends who ive been wanting to hang out with more + also happens to be the one i recently go#to smooch on the mouth :3333#the stated purpose is ive been trying to get her to yap at me abt her biggest fandom / interest for ages and just explain all of the lore#and story and characters to me bc ive been wantign to hear abt it from her but we just havent had a good time#and also i cannot lie i hope that i can smooch them on the mouth again! theyre such a lovely person and so very pretty#ive been meaning to tumblr tag ramble abt that for a bit and forgot anyways i have straight up told them and also one of our other friends#that if they get invited to a party ever they should please please lpeaseeeeeee see if they can invite me along#my brain has a half assed hope at maybe getting the teen party experience (most likely not oging to happen for me but it is a real life#possibly grounding for little daydream of wants) bc a somewhat popular guy the year below me (guy i fancied when i was in the play fun fact#for any loyal frog lore enjoyers) put smth on his instagram story like if i throw a bday party is anyone interested ?? with like a story#poll and obviously i picked the affirmative bc i dont know him super well but he knows a lot of ppl i know and i did a cool photoshoot with#him once idk im hoping if its a big event i have a shot at going (as aforementioned--not going to happen in real life but a man can dream)#sigh i recently made a new playlist of the weird yearning ive got going on rn and the flavor of my minds niche longings#its a good playlist#idk ive been so nothing recently im just excited that i get to see my friends this weekend i get to hang out w some of my besties tmrw#through the day too im very excited#OH ALSO omg im just throwing every single diary update i have into one post now ig but erm#ive realized recently (last week or two) that i think im finally 'over' my most recent relationship?#like im still sad abt the fact that my high school best friend.. doesnt talk to me anymore#and im still coping with all of the nightmare insecurities i have deep in my mind being proven correct within the past however many months#but like i only just registered oh hell yeah at the very least i dont have like. romantic feelings of any sort still towards her? i do#love my wonderful ex gf shes such a lovely person and for a long time was an amazing friend to me#but it feels like a weight is off of my chest i straight up was sitting in the feeling of well i'll be missing her forever and i just have#to live like this forever oh well but like. no im chilling in that regard actually we're clear.#idk ive had like nothing going on lately i work and school and i think about my feelings SOMETIMES#i try not to generally but they always get in somehow you know how it is.
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droodlebug · 17 days ago
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soo many of my ocs.. and like All my beloved ones.. are people who just desperately want to live a quiet, peaceful life with their loved ones. but forces outside of their control keep making that impossible for them, and they aren't able to keep going through the situations against them without having to hurt and push themselves too far but still keep Choosing to be good and do good things because it is just what you should do
this says nothing in particular about me, i am sure.
#ocs#danica from a very young age has a demon in her eye... then when he is older his mother figure he lives with is kidnapped#and he has to claw through to find her again and keep using the power of his eyeball demon friend even though#every use is slowly killing him.#ashasiara...... all she wants is a nice life and she is saved from dying by a god then made to be the second of her clan#and then gets infected with the blight while her best friend dies and has to join an army against her will just to not become a darkspawn#and THEN the whole army gets betrayed and she has to single handedly take this all on alone and build and army at fucking age 24#and then she is Done and cant even rest and stay running off with her friends bc the wardens drag her back#and she goes in and out of trying to soft leave the order and failing until she comes to the inquisiton and starts tutoring the kid herald#and then gets like a solid decade of time with her husband to just Exist like she always wanted before she dies an early death.#and the whole time she is a blood mage and actively has to sacrifice her own blood to beat back the odds against her AND has to deal#with demons trying to snatch her body every night when shes asleep.#bud has chronic pain and health issues from his godhood. that he only has bc he was Trying to save his town. and he desperately#Does Not want it. so he runs and avoids it and gives his power to someone else (which he then has to get back bc oops she sucks and also#every time she uses it he is in awful pain and blisters) and tries to ignore it for literally 1000+ years. until he cant anymore#until he comes across someone else affected by the same thing that he starts to care about too much and wants to fix it for him#and the someone else is sterling whos only want is to experience life in its whole but was trapped and isolated in the sky#and now that he is on the ground is in constant health issue city but he is so in love with everything#and would stay here forever but the threat of the god. the mother figure that made him is looming the entire time unable to be shaken#astrias does actually start with the exact goal of Wanting ro be famous and Known and beloved by everyone she sees#but as she starts to make actual connections with so many people for the first time in her life that starts to change.#she goes from a cocky girl wanting to be a beloved hero to someone who actually ends up being a hero from a genuine act without care of#recognition. and then she gets it. she gets what she always wanted and rejects it to go live and bake with her wife and sit on the porch#koralynne (the wife) who is just in the position of being a mercenary because she desperately needs money#because she Wants to be bard. a performer. but every chance st that shes ever had was ripped away#so she tries to do it herself. then finds that the more she uses her magic the faster her energy drains. the harder is it to Exist.#to even play music. to think. and she has to change her entire direction and how she does everything. but she still keeps going#not alone. she has astrias and destiny and atlas.#lin who fails at the one thing she was literally made to do. whos body wages a war against her for turning against its stages purpose#but she makes it work for her anyway. bevause she finds people she loves that love her and she doesnt want to let it go
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bloodbathfortwo · 9 months ago
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What does everyone think of Nigel Forbes-Colbie ever getting pregnant? It doesn't matter how you interpret it: Omegaverse, males can get pregnant Au, Trans! Nigel. Just tell me your guys' headcanons of Nigel's pregnancy: The changes, the hardships, the softness, and the vulnerabilities.
#murderous intent#like minds 2006#like minds#alex forbes#nigel colbie#Alex Forbes X Nigel Colbie#Nigel Colbie x Alex Forbes#If you guys haven't noticed my recent posts I've been feeling way too soft for this fandom#Like#Too soft#And it's both Nigel and Alex's fault for making me too soft when all I want is to cause chaos and do crimes#To be honest I'd like to Imagine Nigel's pregnancy as an arduous one: Swollen feet . Sore back. Weird cravings. Mood swings. Everything.#And he isn't used to seeing himself get swollen with life each and every day. While Alex is so gullible first thing in the morning because#of the baby bump growing every single day. And Nigel getting rounder every week.#Sure. Nigel is enjoying being pampered by Alex with all these services and gifts but sometimes he thinks that he isn't that attractive#Anymore for Alex. And that while he's carrying his children he will leave him like a used toy.#He'd have instances where he'd feel conflicting feelings for their child and think of possibilities of removing her from his body#But he'd soon regret it. He just breaks down into tiny little pieces of ever thinking of their daughter that way. His and ALEX"S#He can never stomach killing her. He can never stomach ruining her beautiful life that he has yet witnessed.#He still has his self-harm tendencies but he avoids it. He avoids harming his angel. His miracle. His life.#He wants to be a good father to his child. He wants to nurture her. Feed her knowledge and love. Cater to her needs and be at her beck#and call: be a father.#Alex knows what's happening to Nigel. They talk. And they talk everyday. He knows how much it can be hard for Nigel during his pregnancy#And he will always be there to protect his spouse and his unborn child.#He will spite their original purpose in order to create their own purpose. Which Nigel had a hard time letting go of.#It was hard. Seeing the history that made them into the people they are today. But it had to#they had to change#change for their family.#For their miracle.#And Nigel seeing Alex being this doting makes him fall for him ten times more
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lgbtiwtv · 2 years ago
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the more I think about rashidmand the more I’m like. that whole thing definitely has to do with daniel right? like nobody else is there. of course yeah it could be a fun little game louis and armand are playing but like. it’s not being played for anyone but daniel. because there’s history there that he’s forgotten. so like. what was the purpose? to tease? to see how long it’d take him to notice, if he did at all? dramatic reveal? jog his memory? to what end? like….I genuinely and truly think that some part of devils minion happened in the 70s and daniel wanted armand to change him and obviously armand didn’t want to so. instead of daniel’s self-destruction leading to getting turned it led to armand erasing/editing his memories, because he wanted daniel to live a human life. but why do all this now??? because of louis’ wish to retell his story? because daniel’s sick? because something big is brewing in the vampire world and they want daniel close by? all of the above??? and most importantly how is daniel gonna feel when he remembers everything and realizes what armand did
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fullmetall · 6 months ago
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i like thinking abt pre-canon ed but i also like thinking abt post-canon ed a lot
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doomednarrative · 10 months ago
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The thing is that Light Yagami is actually one of my favorite characters of all time, I just don't say it a lot cause I don't want people getting the wrong idea that I agree with him or think he's in the right. He's not, and he sucks, but he does have a depth in the same vein as L that fascinates me, and tbh if I hadn't watched DN for the first time when I was 12 maybe I'd feel different but like. He definitely influenced my taste in characters iirevocably going forward.
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makshu · 1 year ago
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"Ah it's just a comedy anime"
NO, IT'S NOT-
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fellhellion · 2 years ago
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Hm. Something I’ve been thinking about (since I never shut up about Miguel apparently) is the idea that maybe there’s not supposed to be, to his understanding of what happened, a singular canon event that he breaks when dipping dimensions, it’s more the idea that he “breaks” canon by no longer being present to carry out his own canon events, by wanting something outside of what was apparently predestined to him, and the universe punished him for it.
I broke [canon] once myself, he says, but he doesn’t name the event even as the examples he pulls up are labelled.
Perhaps the “event”, as the characters perceive it, could just be something as simple as by virtue of replacing alt!Miguel he negated the intended effect of the man’s death upon the world around him.
But I just wonder. Because the way Miguel speaks of this to Miles portrays his own wanting for something different as being what he thinks invoked that destruction.
“We all want to live the life we wish we had, believe me I’ve tried. And the harder I tried, the more damage I did. You can’t have it all, kid.”
I wanted something more, but Spider-Man’s fate is set. Any and all events, regardless of their nature. And defying that fate, trying to live a life beyond what it asked of me killed people.
If you alter your course from canon in any way, you hurt people.
#tunes talks spiderverse#long post#idk idk just thinking thoughts#I find it interesting to think of different ways we can interpret the same information#interpret the characters’ thinking in different ways#maybe they DO think alt!Miguel’s death was a canon event and our Miguel just didn’t know at the time#but i wonder. considering there’s a big overhanging metanarrative question about the purpose of suffering in spiderman stories#- asking us who suffers (Gwen being constantly fridged) and why -#it could be a matter of the characters thinking if they try escape or outwit ‘predetermined’ suffering the universe will only take more from#you#it’s so interesting to me because Miguel pre-dimension dip left because he felt such an absence of joy in his life#he was deeply unhappy and wanted something as simple as a happy family life#he doesn’t WANT to be in pain. some part of him resents the idea that this seems to be his lot in life#he resents it as much as Miles does. but he believes he needs to bear it because look what happened when u wanted better you hurt people#and like. have yammered about this in a previous post but I think part of his nasty rant at Miles is abt offloading some of that suppressed#resentment for the toll this fate has taken on him onto Miles#he blames Miles because Miles is THERE. you can control that at least. it’s not the intangible cosmic force that would apparently as soon as#murder you than change#it’s unfair of him to do so (offload onto Miles I mean) DEEPLY unfair and inappropriate behaviour.#but also god. is the desire not to hurt anymore so human. is the idea of RESENTING that hurt being ur lot in life human#the narratives…they’re foiling….
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dandelion--darling · 9 days ago
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I need to sleep but adult same age mobrei is haunting me again... Reigen applies to Minori’s company in a desperate bid to escape his current job, and by some miracle, actually lands the job. It's much higher class than he's ever had to deal with, but he adapts and survives, as he always has. Maybe... Mob’s and Reigen’s first meeting is by complete chance, out of the office as Reigen smokes a cigarette all by himself in the night. He's having second thoughts, maybe this isn't what he actually wants, he should just quit while he's ahead and use up the money he's saved from both jobs to find something else- maybe even his own office. Reigen can't stop thinking and that's when Mob wanders into his line of sight and his life, snuffing out the cigarette still dangling from his lips with a curious look.
Reigen doesn't realize just who Mob is and ends up talking to Mob for a good long while, the both of them slowly easing into each other the entire time. Mob says that he should give the job more time, to come in the next day, that he's sure he'll find something worth it for him. Reigen doesn't even know it's the end for him already as Mob watches him go, his eyes focusing on his every movement.
Reigen comes in the next day to Minori introducing him to Kageyama Shigeo, the oldest son of the infamous Kageyama family. Mob is already smitten and is absolutely Terrifying looking as he just stands so damn tall over Reigen’s questioning, slight uneased form. Reigen can't even meet Mob's eyes and he thinks that it's so very cute and endearing. Reigen is practically a little piece of sunlight, and Mob decides to keep him close because his kindness, wit, expressiveness, and goodness alone is more than enough to burn the embers of possessiveness alive in his chest. Reigen’s sure he's already made a fool of himself already and that Mob is just being a smug asshole by stringing him along until he finally fires him. Why else does Mob ask for his presence so often? From meetings to everyday work, Reigen is always called at least once or twice per day.
Mob just is so fascinated and endeared by Reigen... and wants to keep him so close and all to himself ^-^ and Reigen is so overwhelmed because this is so much attention that he's never had before. Not only that, but it's Kageyama Shigeo, how can he not be anything but a ridiculous fool around him? It doesn't help that Reigen truly cannot tell if what Mob is thinking, but he always listens whenever Mob calls for him once again...
#mob meets reigen and is instantly captivated by him... and then that turns into endearment. possession. and love#I like to imagine that mob def uses his power and influence to learn everything about reigen and his life#he knows everything that happened in his life. he stalks him whenever he's not at the office. he consumes as much as his time as possible#I wonder if mob would sneak cameras into reigens apartment so that he can keep an eye on him on his days off#...he also wants to make sure that reigen is all alone and lonely. which he very much is. and that makes mob so happy#reigen not even knowing how to ask his fellow coworkers if their boss has ever invited himself to their own apartment#minori def only calls reigen by kageyamas boy at a certain point because mob is damn Attached and obsessive#I wonder if mob would purposely sabotage his apartment in some way or manipulate things so that reigen has to reach out for help#oh my goooddddd- mob calls shou in for a favor. shou fucking burns reigens apartment to the ground.#reigen has nothing. genuinely nothing. and mob rushes onto the scene all worried and comforts reigen#mob says that reigen can be at his place until he's able to get another apartment... but oohhhh all of the other apartments are so expensiv#reigen feels so guilty over intruding on mob like this and he rly doesnt deserve it- but mob just says he can make it up to him#mob clapping to himself because yyaayyyy reigen has nothing else anymore ^-^ he can give reigen anything and everything#just so long as he Stays. and reigen is so so fucking starved for attention. affection. and stability that he falls for it#OKAY GOING TO SLEEP NOW IM SO TIREDDDD
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sunshine-of-my-shoulder · 5 months ago
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With 特攻薬 and Accept My Love, I can confirm that there is something in the water that is specifically affecting the green haired princesses with a disorder and purple eyes and is making them spiral (Momochi and Hiyori)
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